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GIMMIE A HUG BITCH.. i need one.
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These are the nights I’m gonna miss the most with you d. Playing Bp all night and just laughing about the stupidest stuff. This was by far one of the funniest nights we’ve spent together! “did fj do the deed?!” hahah oh man I still laugh so hard thinking about it. Eating spicy pretzels and talking till 3 in the morning was the usual way we spent these kids nights. Saturday is gonna be so beautiful, over 300 people are coming! You sure are loved by so many :) I know your watching over all of us, I can just feel it. Love you always and forever
Derek Millsap <3
I love and miss you so much everyday. I know your watching down on all of us though keeping us all safe. :)
When will this get easier? I miss you so much. It’s killing me even more to see your family hurting so bad. I wish the coward that was driving that truck would come and say it was him just so we can have a little more peace. For some reason I get way more emotional everytime I drive now, maybe just cause I know you were doing nothing wrong while driving and that ignorant truck driver cut you off. Im going back over to your house tonight to hangout with Lyss and the fam. I love you so much
Love you d and miss you everyday
Hey Derek,
These last couple of days have been crazy. Let’s just start it from the beginning..I saw your accident when I was driving home and for some odd reason I knew that it was a bad accident and immediately just started praying, even though I didn’t know who it was. Later on the night I got a phone call from jac (but of course you always called her jack off or fj haha) telling me what happened and that I needed to get to your house ASAP. I ran to my car and started shaking and crying uncontrollably. When I get to your house the first person I saw was Michelle, we did nothing but hug and cry together. Then I walked into your house and was shocked by how many family members were already there! Lyss was curled up in the fetal position on the floor next to aunt Jackie, aunt Lisa, Danny, nana, Cody and everyone else. You really do have an awesome crazy family. For the rest of the night till 1:45 chase, Alexa and I hung out at your house mostly comforting Lyss in her room. The next day was so emotional, that’s when it really sunk in that you were gone. We went to your candle light vigil last night, holy smokes do you have a lot of friends or what! I’m pretty sure I burned myself a million times with that stupid candle wax, you were probably laughing at me. After the vigil we went back to your house to eat, nana and aunt Lisa of course made chase and I eat. Oh yeah, before the vigil we went in your room finding all your name badges from work, while looking through your stuff I found so much like a ripped condom wrapper hahah your so sick. I don’t think my eyes have been this puffy ever in my whole life, so many tears of been cried. I’m really gonna miss seeing your handsome face when I come over and not getting your sarcastic attitude all the time. Please help watch over Lyss, your parents and all your friends. And please help me stay strong for Lyss, it’s been really hard. I love you so much, you know you were like a brother to me. I’m sure your having a ball up in heaven and probably playing a bunch of games in Bp and of course kicking the other teams ass. There’s a jersey shore party at your house tonight, thought you would like that. Talk to you soon baby d.
Love,
K capp
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